This is the only photo that you two are together. Happy mother’s day to my loving grandma (+) and Mama. Inay, you will always be a mother to me wherever you are. Thank you for loving me unconditionally and I miss you sooooo bad.

Ma, I will always be your daughter and you will always be my mother despite what happened, happens and will happen. You know I can’t say this face to face because we’ll just end up crying.

I may not be a perfect daughter; I may always tend to go for what I want (that you always try to give ‘em to me), but you’re part of those ‘wants’. I may appear too strong, but without them, I will just be a face in crowd trying to blend in and find true love. I love you so much, my true loves! Thank you for loving me. Happy mother’s day. (Ma, huwag ka na’ng magreact kapag nabasa mo ‘to. Magdadrama ka na naman e. Bati na tayo. Sorry dahil nag-away na naman tayo kahapon. I love you.)

Happiness is all over the place. I’ve got a bunch of it this month and suddenly, the sadness becomes stronger that now, it has found the fcuking way to my system.

My throat is longing for alcohol. Damn this sudden feeling of uncertainties. Good on love. Good on friends. But by the sun sets and as I lay my head on my pillow, the dark truth that my life has not gone nowhere creeps me out.

Why can’t just everthing fall into their right places?

After one long year,
You came back, brought joy again;
Now waiting for next.